My second home, about ONE OK ROCK Fandom (Let's Meet Up Someday!)

Ya, ini baru sedikit percakapan yang bikin gw terharu banget. Ini post ada di dashboard tumblr gw. Gw sadar betapa pengennya fans OOR ketemu sama sesama fans, Kenapa? Karena kita sama-sama suka OOR, dan entah kenapa, meski belom pernah ketemu, perasaan kita buat OOR selalu sama, selalu sehati. Itu yang bikin kita udah kayak keluarga. Kalo lagi ada yg curhat tentang perasaan dia ke OOR atau salah satu member, ada aja yang nyaut "kok sama siiih???" (intinya gitu, nggak ngerti bhs inggrisnya xD) Semua saling respect dan bantu. Nggak cuma masalah OOR, tapi pribadi juga. Itulah gw bilang, it feels like home.

My second home, about ONE OK ROCK fandom (OORI, I Love You!!)

Orang bilang, rumah adalah tempat yang paling nyaman buat ngapa-ngapain, tempat dimana lo bisa jadi diri lo sendiri, ngeluarin semua uneg-uneg yang lo rasain, dan lo bisa betah ngabisin waktu lo di sana. Bagi gw itu bener, rumah di sini bisa berarti rumah lo beneran, tempat lo tidur, makan, nonton tv, dll, atau "rumah" dalam bentuk yang lain. Iya, rumah pertama gw itu, rumah ortu yang di Bekasi. Dan.. rumah kedua gw adalah... ONE OK ROCK fandom..

Fandom di sini sendiri gw artikan secara luas, bukan cuma fanbase Indo aja, tapi keseluruhan (tapi gw ceritainnya satu-satu). Meski gw masih terhitung bari di dunia fandom, gw ada perasaan "memiliki" ke fandom ini. Setiap gw di sana, it really feels like home. Lo pasti ngerti lah ketika rasa memiliki terhadap sesuatu itu muncul, lo bakal berbuat apa untuk sesuatu itu. Lo bakal selalu mikirin, kepekaan lo meningkat, dan lo rela ngelakuin apa aja untuknya, ya kan? Nah itulah yg gw rasain sekarang... dan gw tau ga semua orang bisa ngerti apa yang gw rasain terhadap fandom yg gw geluti sekarang.

Kerja Keras dan Ketulusan Itu Membuahkan Hasil.. :')

Meski udah telat, gw mau ngucapin selamat ulang tahun dulu buat Taka ONE OK ROCK yang tanggal 17 kemaren genap usianya menjadi 24!!

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN TAKA!!

Dan... gw mau ceritain gimana gw dan temen OORer lainnya ngerayain ultah Taka kemaren. Kebetulan, sehari sebelumnya, gw udah nyiapin editan gambar khusus buat ultah Taka.  Dan pict ini rencananya bakal gw pake selama seminggu di twitter sama facebook... (tapi ga pas banget size nya lol xD)

Kemaren, di twitter, kita rame-rame ngucapin happy birthday buat Taka. Kebetulan pake hashtag dari OORer Jepang, tapi beberapa tweet gw juga ada yg pake hashtag #HBDTaka sih.. sebenernya mau nge-share isi tweet gw kemaren, tapi kayaknya udah tenggelem sama tweet gw yang baru deh hahaha xD

Inspiring Taka...

When I quit where I was before (NEWS), I also quit school. And at that time I was disowned by my parents, I lost everything. I wanted to try and believe, I wanted to penetrate what it was I wanted to do. But to be honest it was really hard. Because, I didn’t have confidence in anything any more…
But, whatever I might have lost I still thought I knew where it was I wanted to be. I swore at that time to face the people I troubled, my parents, the people who I betrayed and I would do my best. From here lets get up high! With that in mind, first I wanted to set a piano, guitar and vocal ballad centered band, only there I thought I could sing and be deep in my whereabouts.
At a live Toru came. “Lets make a band together!” he said. By all means if they were serious, Toru’s words I thought I would see what would come of them. If I’m with them I could seriously strike at something I came to think.
I, till now have always lived thinking I was alone. The fact was I was alone… not opening my heart to many people…but when I met with the members I have now, making people who ask for our sound, I can think I am not alone. Now, I feel the happiness of making my first friends. Because of that maybe, the lyrics lately little by little are changing. With each experience I think that ONE OK ROCK’s sound and songs I want to keep them alive. Each growth I wanted to work hard for and see.
— Taka (2008)

Ngok banget gw baca post ini malem-malem. Gw pertama baca di Tumblr, ternyata di Fanpage Taka di Facebook juga di-post. Nangis gw brooo, jadi pengen peluk Taka, ngeyakinin kalo dia nggak sendirian. Bahkan dia dapet cinta ya banyaaaaaak banget dari fans. Seandainya Taka tahu betapa besar rasa terima kasih fans nya buat dia.... :')

Detik ini gw lagi dengerin OOR biasa... tapi sekarang beda bro rasanya. Gw berasa makin dalem aja dengerinnya. Taka, you're really the best vocalist now, and you've changed a lot of people with your positive influence and inspiring life... and you're not alone, many people love you. Keep rockin'!! x'D

n.b: kalo seandainya hadiah scrapbook bener-bener nyampe ke Taka, semoga dia seneng ya.. :')

ONE OK ROCK Asian Tour!

Decide to make something regarding to my feeling about ONE OK ROCK First Asian Tour T.T
Click the picture for original size..

Day 12 - Your favorite single (Triple Post 3-3)

Answer is Near!!

The reason I love this single is because this song has positive influence for me (there's no other reason hahaha). I also love the single album because it has a cool tracklist! You'll find the other version of rocking Answer is Near, Answer is Clear. Beside of that, I'm crazy about the short song, Silent World (I've been searching the lyric, it's really hard to find it -_-). There's also cover song, To Feel the Fire, Stevie Wonder's song. Taka sings it very well and I love it!

Answer is Near

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Silent World

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Answer is Clear

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To Feel the Fire

Day 11 - Your favorite song from Niche Syndrome (Triple Post 2-3)

And honestly, I really can't choose my favorite songs from Niche Syndrome. This album is the first ONE OK ROCK without Alex, so maybe you'll find the different music composition compared to the previous albums. There's no complicated music composition, but you'll get more awesome and rocking songs!! I love it! 

My favorite songs

Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

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the lyric is soooo powerful..

So now my time is up
Your game starts, my heart moving?
Past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
Will we make it better or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

There's no certain logic but
only lies out there
Everytime I find in my mind that there's just what I am
that's stired with confidence and insecurity
Weak, but strong same time

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Perfect Sense Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
If you had any question,
then I'd hear it later so just
hold on now!

Yeah when I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
Will we make it, IT'S NOT ENOUGH or just stand here longer
Say it ”we can't end here till we can get it enough!!”

Am I a convinced criminal?
Or an intellectual criminal?
No, no, no
I'm always a stopgap type of guy that has no creativity or
uniqueness with which opinion and theory are laced

This is my own judgment!! Got nothing to say!!
If I got, I'd say it immediately!!
"Perfect Sense Dreamer"
is my name
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
You know I've got to be NUMBER ONE!!

So how is it?
Unexpected, wasn't it?
You must be confused, hesitated
And now you wanna retreat?
Then you're gonna evacuate?
Oh,yeah

This is my "perfect sense Dreamer-like" dream
I don't care who's gonna bring me down
Coz there're a lot more
big walls and deep darkness
in front of my eyes
So I'll break it from now on!!

Perfect Sense Dreamer

When I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there
I can't get enough! Can't get enough!!

Jibun ROCK

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Nobody's Home

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Recently, I love this song because it reminds me to my father. The lyric has deep meaning, I think Taka tells about him and his family in this song. When I knew the meaning of this song for the first time, I was crying. And now, I know how's Taka feeling, growing up without a father, because now I'm fatherless.

How are you doing?
Even though you were saying something like that, the time was past ne...
Always here only, with warmth and gentleness
you wrapped me up in that place...

but for me, I became a traitor everytime, ne...
I just say from my heart, I'm sorry
now at last I realized it

Nobody's home yeah
Nobody's home yeah
throwing away just about everything I ran away that day
if you remember
it's just because I showed my back so strongly that time

If you notice we'd broken apart
not knowing what to do and still regretting it
the dreams that my parents had and the dreams that I wanted
joining those together isn't reality

But now there's something I can say
even if we're not far apart, there is!!

Nobody's home yeah
Nobody's home yeah
even if the shape of it is given or lost
it's a thing that can't be seen by the eye, for sure
we're a pair as much as we can be while we're alive

Nobody's home yeah
Nobody's home yeah
Since me coming back is nothing but trouble
someday for sure I'll get better, for sure,
I'll show you the scenery that I want to show you

Nobody's home yeah
Nobody's home yeah
from my heart, I love you, thank you

Day 10 - Your favorite song from Kanjou Effect (Triple Post 1-3)

Actually I really like this album. It's because the album's title, I find the title in all of the songs. Do you understand?? All the songs give positive effect to my feeling. Emotional, it's a thing that you'll get from this album. My three favorite songs are...

Koi no Aibou Kokoro no Cupid

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Viva Violent Fellow~Utsukushiki Moshpit~

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Living Dolls

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Day 09 - Your favorite song from BEAM OF LIGHT

The second major album!! >_<

Umm.. okay, I'm going to tell three favorite songs from this album.. 

Hitsuzen Maker

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I love this song because of the lyrics are very good. It can make me to think about myself, my current life, and my future :)
 Here is the lyric..

What am I gonna do?
If my last heartbeat’s going to
come in a few minutes
How do I live my last?

Would I forgive the people I couldn't even just a little
Would I like the people that I hate just a little bit
And at the, would I have been able to love myself?

Try to make it now
I don’t want anymore regret (regret)
‘Cause time’s never back

I'll never unravel unlike the knots of my shoelaces
Just like how time will never stop and it'll just keep going

Do I know even a little about what life feels like?
I kept asking myself that and was lost
I tried hiding the left side of my chest with this hand
The first beat made me cry and shout
The lingering note that was left behind rang out the second time
The masked the last sound that should have rung out

Try to make it now
I don’t want anymore regret (regret)
‘Cause time’s never back

I'll never unravel unlike the knots of my shoelaces
Just like how time will never stop and it'll just keep going

All you want to do is not always what you have in your mind
Can’t you see something new coming on your way?

Try to teach you how
I don’t want anymore hatred (hatred)
‘Cause no one ever sucks!

That's what you taught me
That it was possible to like someone on a day called today

If I only had a few more minutes to do something as natural as breathing
Then I'd ...

Melody Lines no Shibouritsu

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The second track from BEAM OF LIGHT!! I like the melody and live performance of this song..


Abduction-Interlude

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Umm.. just like the calmness.. ^__^

Day 08 - Your favorite song from Zeitakubyo (double post 2-2)

Hahaha!! Okay, I will not post the same "Y U NO GUY" pict xD though it's difficult to choose one... Umm.. this is the first major album of ONE OK ROCK, and the first song I listened to is in this album!! >_<
Yeah, "Etcetera" is one of my favorite songs from Zeitakubyo.

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And the lyric is so emotional.. :3

My back being pushed by the fear that everything might end
I put a lock on the five letters of "let's break up" that my tear ducts hate

Why? Why? No no no
More, more of the warmth from a little earlier
I can't believe it, I can't understand
I don't know what to do, I don't know

Dindon dindon dindon, the moment and anger that occupies my head
I know, understanding it all, the belief that I understood everything
Hey, but instead of the answer, I want the reason!!

As for you who left, bye bye bye
Is what I want to say but why can't I say it? Why?
I don't want to see you. Ever.
Is what I could have said but why don't I feel it? Why?

Painful, painful (Apparently algae are shaved in narrow rooms)
Dark, dark (Apparently algae are shaved in narrow rooms)

As for you who left, bye bye bye
Is what I want to say but why can't I say it? Why?
I don't want to see you. Ever.
Is what I could have said but why don't I feel it? Why?

I'm searching, wanting, et cetera
I understand, I won't go back but, but
I can think freely right? hey, et cetera
Please, someone someone, answer me

I know what I want…

Then, I also like the fifth track from this album... "Yumeyume"!!

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The lyric is so inspiring for me.. >_<


Your life is automatic Believe a little magic
Your future may be tragic For a toxic animatic

Don't stay in a lonely place, hey, you!
Don't you understand? As I am now, Wonderland
My Life, no big deal, it shows in my expression
Don't forget, your aspiration always
A tragic Ronin with too much inspiration, despite reaching for things with no meaning

The things I want to do, the daily adventure, Keep it going!
Follow me! Lets head out to the world!

Dream's aren't just for dreaming, SO, they're for fulfilling, yeah?
So, a dream that you won't make happen isn't a dream at all!!
Regardless, if people still tell us "dreams are just dreams",
First we'll cut down our predecessors and laugh it all off! All of it!

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 hurry up!
Don't rush it, you'll bust up your rhythm.
SO I can shine someday, I'm going to soak up the sunlight
Hold on, man! I'll grow up
What can you do? I don't know
I'll take off and make my inner face into a new MY face.
In the direction the compass points, Go for a sail!!

If things won't work out right now, there's no need to rush but
but, we've got amazing power So, bring it out! Bring it out!
Because of unseen fear, you don't have the courage to move on, do you?
Then, we'll become your light, SO, we will light your way! Light

your way!
So, don't say "I can't..."
Not yet! Not yet! You'll never know if you don't try! Never!
There is no guarantee of what's ahead.
So, if you go looking for it, you'll never become somebody.

When you're told you have no sense of reality or you're wasting your time
Suppress you're chagrin, make it a spring to tomorrow
Send your vision flying

Dreams don't run, I've got the wrong idea
That's right, the one running is me. Isn't that right? How about it?
Seize happiness, its not that hard!
Now! Now! Get to it! Lets do it! Lets do it!

Dream's aren't just for dreaming, SO, they're for fulfilling, yeah?
So, a dream that you won't make happen isn't a dream at all!!
Regardless, if people still tell us "dreams are just dreams",
First we'll cut down our predecessors and laugh it all off! All of it!

But, all of songs in Zeitakubyo are my favorite.. :3

Day 07 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK song (double post 1-2)

Y U ASK THIS KIND OF QUESTION??

I CAN'T CHOOSE!! THAT'S TOO MUCH!!

Day 06 - Favorite photo of Tomoya

Actually, this challenge is little difficult lol xD I can't pick one of tomoya's photos hahaha! But, okay, to finish this challenge, I have to choose one... okay, wait a minute...

*........*

THIS!! >_<

He's kawaii (everybody knows)... he always does unique pose lol xD This photo is one of my favorites. Okay, I don't have any other words.. hahaha xD ah, I wanna say to the big bottle, "can I replace you, bottle? I wanna be in your position" hahahaha!! just kidding xD

ummm.. may I add a snapshot of happy tomoya??? :3

Beside Taka, I also favorite the current Tomoya. He's more than kawaii now, he's handsome too! >_< His hair is going to be his old style, but curlier. This is not only current Tomoya's pict I like, but so many new picts of him that I love... his expression... yeah... as usual... hahaha!! Okay, my words run out.. lol xD

Day 05 - Favorite photo of Ryota

THIS!!! >_<

I know that ryota loves kids but I didn't believe it in advance. When I saw this pict in OOR's diary (written by him), I BELIEVE IT!! He told about his sister's new born baby and his feeling about it. Ah~ he's so gentle with the baby. You can see other side of ryota (look at his expression!! >_<). I think he's looking forward to be an ojiichan xD because he looks so happy (I feel it from his words in his update). Omedeto ryota-jiichan!!!

I named this picture: A ROCKSTAR AND A CRYING BABY

N.B: I'm wondering, why the baby is crying.. (._.)

Day 04 - Favorite photo of Toru

This!!!! >_<

I know that Toru's coolness always makes every girl faints lol xD I don't have many Toru's picts but I decide this photo is my favorite!! Ummm... oh no, I can't tell my feeling lol xD *faint because of his coolness*

Day 03 - Favorite photo of Taka

This!!! >_<

I don't know why, but the current Taka is my favorite. This photo is from DEVILOCK interview. I got something different from this pict, maybe it's because of his glasses. He's like a lecturer, right? If it's true, I wanna be your student, Taka-sensei xD teach me how to love you properly lol xD *oops* I mean, teach me how to produce awesome voice >_<;

Day 02 - When you became a ONE OK ROCK fan

It's been around 4 months ago, October 26th 2011.

Yes, it's not a long time I became a fan. You can say that I'm a newbie. However, it's not a problem for me because I really love them through their creativity. Actually, I can't like something easily, especially music. But when I know ONE OK ROCK by their music, I just said "wow, this band is awesome", then I become their fan. 

I hope my support will not end, like I love the legend of J-rock band, Laruku, it's been almost 10 years. So, I also hope ONE OK ROCK will be a legend and we can enjoy their music forever!! Hahaha! (I remember ONE OK ROCK was placed with X-Japan and L'Arc~en~Ciel in Best Rockband category for JPopAsia Music Awards).

Day 01 - The first ONE OK ROCK song you heard

Etcetera

It was funny when I heard this song. No, it's not about the song, but the way I started to like ONE OK ROCK. I heard Etcetera (the music video) from Youtube and I didn't see the video at all. Amazing, I like it without hesitation! Of course Taka's voice is my first love... and the song is very awesome, nee~ xD

my first favorite part:

"nee demo kotae jyanakute, riyuu ga hoshinda..."

25 days ONE OK ROCK challenge

Hmm... actually this challenge is from tumblr and I don't have an active tumblr account, so I'll post it in blogspot. It's weird for me to post something in full english, because you'll see most of my posts are in Indonesian. Well, it's not a big problem to use english for this challenge. I don't know who will read the next posts regarding to it, but I'll keep post my answers to show my love for ONE OK ROCK. So, this following is the collection of 25 DAYS ONE OK ROCK CHALLANGE!! xD

Day 01 - The first ONE OK ROCK song you heard

Day 02 - When you became a ONE OK ROCK fan

Day 03 - Favorite photo of Taka

Day 04 - Favorite photo of Toru

Day 05 - Favorite photo of Ryota

Day 06 - Favorite photo of Tomoya

Day 07 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK song

Day 08 - Your favorite song from Zeitakubyo

Day 09 - Your favorite song from BEAM OF LIGHT

Day 10 - Your favorite song from Kanjo Effect

Day 11 - Your favorite song from Niche Syndrome

Day 12 - Your favorite single

Day 13 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK live performance

Day 14 - The ONE OK ROCK song you most relate to

Day 15 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK lyric

Day 16 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK interview

Day 17 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK picture

Day 18 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK gif

Day 19 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK quote

Day 20 - Your favorite ONE OK ROCK music video

Day 21 - A ONE OK ROCK song that you wish had a music video

Day 22 - Your favourite ONE OK ROCK youtube video.

Day 23 - When & how you became a ONE OK ROCK fan.

Day 24 - The ONE OK ROCK song that you never get tired of hearing

Day 25 - Post anything ONE OK ROCK related

source: http://fuckyeahoneokrock.tumblr.com/post/7128178663/25-days-one-ok-rock-challenge

START NOW!!!

AFTER THE SUNSET (Final Part)

Lagi-lagi pantai ini yang menjadi tujuan Tomoya. Namun, kali ini tidak ada tawa dan canda dari Keiko. Ia hanya sendiri yang menikmati laut dan matahari di sore hari. Seketika memori tentang Keiko kembali dalam otaknya, se-detail mungkin. Ia memegang foto terakhir dari Keiko beserta tulisannya. Dan ia berjumpa kembali dengan keluarga kecil yang difoto oleh Keiko…

Aku tidak bisa menggambarkan perasaanku sekarang.

Sulit rasanya aku berkata bahwa aku mengagumimu lebih dari apapun.

Rasa ini tidak pernah hilang sejak kita mulai bersama di brass band

Aku menyadari, kamu adalah cinta yang aku impikan, bahkan mungkin sebelum kita bertemu.

Aku ingin suatu saat kita berdua yang ada di foto ini, tentunya dengan anak kita.

Kau tahu kan maksudku?

Aku selalu mencintaimu.

Keiko.

Aku juga mencintaimu sampai kapanpun

Tomoya

Tomoya menulisnya, seolah membalas "surat" terakhir dari Keiko. Ia berhasil mengungkapkan perasaan cintanya kepada Keiko, meskipun itu terasa menyakitkan bagi Tomoya....

THE END.

AFTER THE SUNSET (Part 5)

Ini kenyataan. Tomoya mencoba menerima apa yang ia anggap mimpi terburuk itu. Ia menghadiri hari pemakaman Keiko dan memberikan penghormatan terakhir untuk Keiko. Banyak sekali orang yang datang ke rumah Keiko yang kecil namun terasa hangat. Di ruang tengah, peti mati Keiko diletakkan dan dilengkapi dengan foto Keiko. Melihat foto Keiko itu, hati Tomoya kembali merasakan kepedihan yang mendalam. Ia tidak akan bisa melihat senyum itu secara langsung. Terlebih lagi, ia tidak akan bisa mengatakan perasaannya selama ini kepada Keiko.

Ketika Tomoya hendak berjalan keluar rumah, ia dihentikan oleh suara laki-laki.

“Maaf… apakah kau yang bernama Tomoya?” Tanya laki-laki itu dengan nada yang sangat sopan.

Tomoya menengok dan hanya bisa mengangguk.

“Aku Katou.” Katanya sambil memberikan kartu namanya. “Apa kau ada waktu untuk melihat barang-barang peninggalan Keiko?” Lanjutnya.

“Eh? Aku?” Tomoya bingung dan ia takut ada salah paham dengan laki-laki ini. Iya, laki-laki ini pernah disebut Keiko ketika di kedai ramen. Dan Tomoya berfikir kalau laki-laki ini adalah pacar atau tunangan Keiko. Laki-laki ini juga yang Tomoya lihat ketika di rumah sakit.

Tanpa banyak bertanya, Katou mempersilahkan Tomoya untuk mengikutinya. Tomoya hanya bisa menurut dan mengikuti Katou dari belakang. Kamar Keiko terletak di lantai dua. Sebuah tangga kayu menghubungkan lantai bawah dengan lantai atas. Ketika sampai di anak tangga paling atas, Tomoya memberanikan diri untuk bertanya.

“Mengapa aku harus melihatnya? Aku rasa kau lebih pantas untuk melihatnya dan menyimpannya.”

Katou tertawa kecil. “Oh, jangan-jangan kamu menganggap aku adalah pacar Keiko. Aku sepupu Keiko, bukan pacarnya,” Katou menjelaskan sambil melanjutkan perjalanannya ke kamar Keiko.

Sejujurnya Tomoya merasakan kelegaan mendengar penjelasan itu, namun rasa perih itu tetap ada dan mendominasi ruang hatinya.

–—–—–—

Kamar yang sangat sederhana dan identik dengan perempuan. Kamar berukuran 4x4 meter dengan dua jendela besar di sisi kanan, cat dinding berwarna putih, dan lantai kayu. Satu ranjang kecil memenuhi pojok kanan kamar, di sebelahnya ada meja tulis. Meja tulis itu berantakan, penuh dengan buku, kertas-kertas, dan sebuah laptop. Sebuah lemari di depan pintu masuk, meja rias, dan buffet kecil juga menghiasi kamar Keiko.

Namun bukan itu yang membuat Tomoya tercengang saat memasuki kamar Keiko. Ia terdiam melihat dinding dekat meja tulis Keiko yang penuh dengan fotonya. Bahkan ada foto-foto mereka ketika masih sekolah dulu, saat mereka di brass band, makan di kedai ramen, atau hanya jepretan iseng saja. Tidak hanya itu, foto-fotonya ketika ia bermain drum bersama band, saat konser, Keiko juga menempelkannya di dinding. Entah dari mana Keiko mendapatkan semua itu.

“Ada beberapa surat yang tidak pernah ia kirimkan untukmu.”

Katou menunjukkan beberapa lembar surat yang dia ambil dari laci meja. Tomoya mengambil surat itu dan mulai membacanya satu persatu.

Nee Tomoya, kapan kau akan kembali ke Hyogo?

Aku kangen sekaliii >_<

Aku ingin datang ke konsermu sekaliiiii saja. Tapi Tokyo itu jauh…

Dan masih banyak lagi…

Isi surat itu sedikit-sedikit, seperti diari. Tentu saja Keiko tidak akan mengirimkannya, mungkin Keiko pikir itu akan sangat konyol. Ketika Tomoya menelaah kembali meja tulis Keiko, ia menemukan sebuah kotak. Ia membukanya dan ternyata kotak itu berisi tiket-tiket konser band nya.

“Keiko sangat aneh. Ia tetap ingin membeli tiket konser meskipun ia tidak bisa pergi. Dia bilang, tidak apa-apa asalkan dia punya tiketnya.”

Tomoya tahu, Keiko memang sulit ditebak. Orang-orang di sekitarnya hanya bisa meng-iya-kan apa yang diinginkannya.

“Keiko sering bercerita tentang dirimu setiap saat dengan penuh semangat. Aku merasa seolah-olah ia mendapatkan dorongan semangat darimu. Aku pikir ia sangat mengagumimu lebih dari apapun. Maka dari itu, aku sangat senang bertemu dengan seseorang yang telah membuatnya bahagia.” Jelas Katou.

“Tapi… aku sama sekali tidak pernah tahu tentang hal ini. Apalagi kita sudah lama tidak bertemu setelah lulus sekolah.”

“Aku juga merasa aneh dengan sikapnya, tetapi begitulah ia. Aku tahu, Keiko sangat mencintaimu. Oh iya, ini adalah foto terakhir yang aku cetak untuknya.”

Katou menyerahkan selembar foto kepada Tomoya. Tomoya merasa ada sesuatu yang dia ingat dalam foto itu. Ya, foto itu adalah foto keluarga kecil yang Keiko lihat di pantai saat Tomoya memberikan tiket konser. Ini adalah foto terakhir Keiko.

“Di belakang foto itu ada tulisan terakhir dari Keiko untukmu.”

Tomoya membalik foto itu dan membaca tulisan Keiko dengan seksama. Kemudian tubuhnya lemas terduduk di ranjang Keiko, tangannya bergetar, air matanya tidak terbendung lagi, dan Tomoya menangis menahan perih dalam hatinya.

To be continued....