The day is not bright at all

Had enough..I just ate


The lunch menu was rice, noodles mixed with vegetables, and fried chicken. Oh, I forget! Cracker too..


I thought back about my intention to follow the scholarship. Why every day I am more hesitant.

My father hasn't allowed me to live aboard. But, am I still in stage of trying? This year was the last chance for me. Still keep trying, that's all I can do, Dad..


My father was afraid I'd experienced something similar with his friend. And I understand that.

So, I will go ahead. Believe me.

Once again...I'm still trying now, and still uncertain.



regards